Singapore - JB Part 2

Alamak...upload terbalik lagiiii....aduyaiii....from bottom to top ye kawan2....

seorang pelancong sedang berjalan di Orchard Road, sempat senyum kat kamera lg tuu..

perasan sungguh ada orang tngkap gambor dia...

2 orang pelancong yg sungguh kepenatan tetapi berjaya memberi pose istimewa kepada camerawoman.....

para pelancong dan tuan khemah..

Cik abang baju purple berspek hitam sedang membuka langkah silatnye....

Pekerja tol yang ke- 5.....

FYI : Kami dari pasir ris ...naik bas + MRT EW1 (pasir ris) ->

EW13(city hall) change line NS25 -> NS22(Orchard)

Dari Orchard Road balik je JB pulak memang sungguh mencabar...

kami naik MRT NS22 (Orchard) turun ke NS8(Woodlands)...

Jln kaki ke Woodlands bus interchange dan ambil bus no 950 ke Terminal Kotaraya JB....

kat imigresen 2 kali tertinggal bas....shian tak ?

tu smua gara-gara sbb tak larat nak berlari main2 kejar ke kaunter passport ..

ye !! kalau naik public bus dari Singapore ke JB kena turun dr bas dan kena berjalan agak jauh untuk pemeriksaan passport anda.....bukan sekali ...dua kali tau...!

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Singapore - JB Part 1

Baru 3 jam lepas sampai di rumah selepas bercanda di Singapore & JB.

dari JB tumpang kete Shila & Budin...pastu singgah sat makan sup kat Doraisamy..

fuh fenat & melecet kaki akibat expedisi amazing race kat singapore tak abes lagi ni, tp excited bebenor nak upload gambor kat blog ni...

upload terbalik pulak tu tak ikut time arrangement

kat tangga ni pekerja2 tol sedang menunggu kutipan....

ni tol hentian tol pertama...ada 7 tol ok....

pengantin....syarifah nurulhuda....so shweeeetttt..

ni 'kugiran' berbulu toncet in action...loved they play the traditional song..

kat majlis kawen anak ami mahmud & umi fadzlun @ pasir ris ....

ni 'kugiran' marhaban yg diimport dari arab ...(huh... yeke dr Arab...memandai je kamu ni)

Kami naik harimau utk pergi jumpa singa..

sempat menyeludup flight safety guide masuk dlm beg tuu..

muka nmpak macam cool je kan...tp dlm hati Tuhan je tau...mgkin Xanax dah take effect time tu...tp sy mkn sikit je...suku biji....

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That was easy...

5 minutes...only 5 minutes...! That was the time i took to solve the mystery of IIf statement this morning...

refer: how-can-you-use-iif-in-transact-sql

Lesson Learned: When its time to go home, ..just stop whatever you are doing and get your butt out from your office....don't try to solve unsettled assignments, you wouldn't find any solution if you are under stress....

Ironically : Friday 23 July 2010, staff id : 1934 - Swipe off : 8:00 pm...(can get allowance after 7:30 pm :-P )

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Bipolar Disorder ?

Or some may refer it as manic depressive disorder (if i'm not mistaken la..)

Do i have it ? I don't know..

but i suspect i'm having it right now...

it's been quite a long while that i think i have it without any concrete diagnose from a psychiatrist..

it has go on about 5 months...

Why i thought so ?

In the morning

i will always felt sad as consequences of my active mind that always thought of sad and worrying things out of almost everything...!!!

even a tiny mini things i'm able to exaggerated until eventually became a sad and depressive thing (sometimes until i cried for real to help me to get rid of my thoughts)...

like today i have a stomachache and felt a little discomfort, starting from that point, my mind started to fear of having stomach internal bleeding similar with my father who have died from organ failure due to internal bleeding that originate from his stomach as effect from his brain tumor ...etc.etc mental illness...family,love etc..etc...being single...etc...etc..and the thoughts goes on and on...like Alice in Wonderland ..u know..

i'm unable to focus on work.... the most is ten minutes...then thinking for 20 minutes..then work again...then thinking again....

because of my work surroundings require most of my time in front pc (and yeahhh....i'm a programmer so i also do my thinking about work in front of pc).....nobody ever notice my problem, they thought i'm in the midst of solving my work related problem...(or may be i'm good at masking my sadness, hiding my feelings and swept away problems ??? Ouh ...and one of my fastest way to escape from my own depressive mind is to talk with my colleagues however work plus bosses prevent me to do so )

in the afternoon

my mind became more stabilize... have more focus on work.... sometimes too much focus until i cant' put my hand down from my keyboard...become more active compared to the morning...more OK and a bit joyful through the night

and lately...

the stressfulness have increase 3-6 piles as i approach next week...i have Mandarin exam, a trip to singapore and krabi (fyi, i have fear of height, flying, sometimes claustrophobia and fear of having panic attack ) and renew road-tax...with all of this i need Xanax badly but i'm unable to get new stocks ... try to called Dr. Kasmini a few times but cannot get her connected... try Dr Barathi but she's no longer at Apollo TTDI... and heyyyy.... we only have 65 psychiatrist in Malaysia..!!

and one more crucial facts i noticed...

if i sleep only 2-3 hours...the whole day i'll be sleepy at office BUT i'm more relax with less thinking and worrisome in comparison with having slept for 6-7 hours....why is that so?

Do i have Bipolar Disorder ? Just wondering or maybe worrying......

And i cried reading this article today, it remind me that i'm one of 'it' :(

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How can you use IIf in Transact-SQL?

While migrating our Access system to SQL Server i've always hated when i come across IIf statement. This is because i can't directly use the statement in Transact SQL, i must use Case statement instead.

Today, just 30 minutes before 6:00 pm (supposedly my time to go home), i 'met' the IIf statement that makes hell of my day.....

IIf(IsNull([List of FBM 100 Stocks].[KLCI Weight]),IIf(IsNull([List of Investment Stocks].[Stock Classification]),IIf([Asset Group].[Class]="Equities","Trading",[List of Investment Stocks].[Stock Classification]),[List of Investment Stocks].[Stock Classification]),[List of FBM 100 Stocks].[Stock Classification]) AS [Investment Classification]

Oh gosh... how do i convert this into Case statement....???!!!

I've tried several times to no avail....

Then I gave up at 6:30 pm, after one hour of hard work, no smart attempts, a headache and heartache (luckily no heart attack)....

now, tonight while blogging i'll try to solve the puzzle....

am i not a good programmer?

for more info on Case statement: http://www.sql-server-performance.com/faq/iif_tsql_p1.aspx

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Sejuknyee......

Sejuk kat ofis ni....dah tutup aircon tapi rasa sejuk lagi....
Mungkin sebab hujan lebat ptg tadi...baru setengah jam tadi je hujan reda....
hopefully jalan balik rumah tak jem la... :)

Harini kerjaku agak produktif.... baru sekarang dapat melayan internet, kalau tidak time keje pon sempat melayan internet... hehehe....
Aku telah berjaya menyiapkan data-data untuk ICM- Report E...agak pening jugak la nak fikirkan camana nak create T-SQL untuk report ni...
So ada lagi satu data report kena buat.... ICM - Report F... ada masa 2 hari je untuk disiapkan sebelum bos nak tengok ari Jumaat ni...Harap2 berjaya siapkan on time....

haish, SQL Server Express masih tak boleh install dalam notebook sebab ada existing instances yg belum completely erase dr sistem....dah cuba delete guna command prompt & regedit.... tapi tak berjaya.... :(
Kalo dah berjaya install at least boleh buat kerja kat umah & boleh balik awal sikit.....camane eik ?

P/s: Tadi tulis entri ni kat ofis, bila klik Publish Post tak berjaya "REQUEST BLOCKED BY ADMINISTRATOR"... nak ucapkan bravo pada staff IT PMB, anda memang pekerja yang berdedikasi...byk website yang anda Blocked....tahniah sekali lagi..!!

Waaaaa.....balik rumah baru bleh published....agak lambat sampai rumah sebab memang betul dugaanku jalan jem...Penchala Link dari arah KL sungguh la padat dgn kereta...

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Lovey Duvey Uda & Dara

Just came back from watching musical theater Uda & Dara at Istana Budaya

A classic Malay traditional treat directed by Malaysia's prolific actor Datuk Rahim Razali...

Love the performance...love the music....love the Malay traditional dialog...Love the silat movement....

We reached Istana Budaya quite early....2:15 pm...early by 45 minutes.which is the first time ever in my life reaching IB early before the show starts...usually i will only arrived 1 minute before the door closed ...hehehe,...Thanks to Teput punctuality...

Teput booked our seat at number F26&27....when we reached at the place....walla....it was really really close to the orchestra team!....1st row from the stage and with Teput's height, her view was distracted by the stage divider ..haha..i laughed at her...and plus we can get heart attack when the drum rolled...it was so near...!! so i asked Teput to shifted 3 rows from stage.....luckily the person in-charged permitted us to do so :)....

After the show we went to eat at Kuey Teow Goreng Doli....nice kuey teow...

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Melayan Notebook Dell Inspiron i5

Di petang Sabtu...tak tau pe nak buat....melayan notebook je la...bertenet...dengar lagu...try install SQL Server 2008 express... (dah 10 kali kowt install ....tak dapat2 guna lagi SQL Server 2008 Express ni....tak compatible ke ngan Windows 7....pelik btul....)

Dan ini entry ke dua pada hari ni ....hahaha.... setelah failed meng 'uninstall ' SQL Server ni....

Cuba distract my mind dengan memblog pulak...

mana tau lepas memblog...SQL Server 2008 berjaya install dengan jayanya berkat luahan rasa di blog...

kire dah cipta rekod ni.... satu hari 2 entri....rajin bebenor kot gamaknye...

lunch tadi bersama dengan Kumar dan Ivy di Brickfields...dating dengan derang ni dah jadi macam acara tahunan plak huhu....

seronok ber'gumbira' dengan geng 1Malaysia aku ni...

depa speaking English tapi aku bantai speaking Manglish (Malay + English)

Kumar bawak set Origins yang aku beli dari dia, belom try tapi macam best je....

Harga makanan yg kami makan pun agak murah.....Sedap ke ? Biase2 je ....

aku rasa makan kat Sangeetha & Saravanan Bhuvan lagi best....

Lepas lunch singgah servis kete ...ganti minyak hitam & oil filter.....RM 83...jauh lg murah dari kat Lim Tayar TTDI yang telah di banned olehku....cepat pon cepat servisnya , setengah jam je....pomen derang pun ok.... best...tp tak ingat plak pe nama woksyop ni kalo nak promote kat korang....huhu,.... letaknye di sebelah HongLeong Bank TTDI

Peringatan: Balancing & alignment akan di buat next service... (every 10000km)

Okie lah.... nak try install SQL Server 2008 Express ni....doakan berjaya....

Pastu ingat nak revise Mandarin plak.....

huhuhuhhu

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Teater Muzikal vs Drama Muzikal

Bercakap mengenai muzikal ni...sape yg tak suka dengar muzik kan ? ade ke org yg tak suka dengar muzik ? Bagi saya orang yang takde jiwa je yang tak suka dengar muzik....

Ada 3 teater muzikal dalam senarai menunggu untuk ku tontoni...semuanya kat Istana Budaya ....mmm mane lg eik tempat yg best nak nengok teater muzikal slain kat IB ni....bagi saya IB ni memang tempat tengok teater paling canggih skali kat Malaysia ni....selain IB aku penah gak tonton teater kat Matic, Actor's Studio, Dewan philharmonic, studio somewhere in Duta kat semi gomen punye ofis (seyes lupa nama tempat tu) dan juga Dewan Tun Canselor UM serta dewan2 masa skolah dulu2 tu....

The first muzikal teater (profesional punye ek....bukan teater budak-budak skolah) saya pegi tengok tak lain tak bukan teater main puteri dengan famili tercinta....tak salah saya arwah abah yang ajak pi tengok...teater ni best...dialog cakap loghat klate....naseb bek saya masa tu memang skolah kat klatan so takde masalah pemahaman tatabahasa tapi saya tak tau la dengan ahli keluargaku yang lain faham ke tak....tapi dari riak wajah mereka macam paham je jalan cerita main puteri tu....ceritanya ada takut2, ada thril2, ade unsur2 tradisional makyong dan ulik mayang....i loike...!! Paling tak lupa ada satu part tu dia gelapkan studio dan cuma buka lampu ala2 glow in the dark semasa scene tok dukun main puteri tengah menurun halau hantu...

Dari saat itu kami sekeluarga telah menjadi peminat teater dan berjaya menjangkitkan penyakit ini kat makcik2 & pakcik2 yg lain....Pernah kami sekaluarga bersama2 yg lain (dalam 10 org kot) pergi menonton teater kanak2 Taman Baginda....best woooo..... ala2 teater Siti di Alam Fantasi ...

OK ...sudah-sudah la tu cerita pasal teater muzikal....ni esok pon nak gi tengok Uda & Dara dengan teput...pastu dengan Ruby nakgi tengok Cuci the Muzikal ....pastu dalam waiting list plak teater Tun Mahathir.....

Skrang ni kat tv pulak saya selalu melekat dengan cerita Glee ni....

Suka kebanyakkan lagu yg dinyanyikan dalam cerita ni.....

Salah satu darinya adalah seperti yg tertampal di bawah.....

Silalah layan.....

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My Favorite Picture

Ni gambar yg paling saya suka sekali sepanjang bercuti di Cameron...

Terserlah kegelojohanku memborong teh ..berlatar belakangkan kotak2 teh yang berwarna warni ...

Azra pulak macam memberi semangat padaku 'Beli lagi Aunty Zy...Ni sedap ni aunty Zy...' dan saya pun terpengaruh....sampai 4 kotak teh saya borong

Nampak cool je kan muka saya....tapi sebenar-benarnye baru lepas menghapuskan perasaan penyakit risau kronik yg saya hidapi....macamana risau tu boleh hilang ? mungkin sbb terbau bau busuk taik kucing yg Dee pijak tu kot huhuhu....kalo nak tau sebelum kami memulakan perjalanan mendaki ke kedai teh ni...saya dah gayat + cuak + takut giler.....huhuh

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A visit to Cameron Highland

9-11 July 2010

its a nice trip with my close friends together with baby Azra (Ijan's daughter)....

we stay at Puncak Arabella in a cozy 3 rooms apartment

we went to Boh tea plantation, butterfly farm, cactus cottage, Rajoo strawberry farm, Kea Farm and Bharat tea plantation.

i like the strawberry waffle at Rajoo Strawberry farm very much....so yummy....

We ate and cooked a lot of vegetables during our stay because of the cheap price...Rm 10 for 10 packets of veggies that we bought from the same stall for our 3 days in a row until the girl recognised my face as 'kakak cantik'....:P

We ate a lot of Jagung too..

we stucked in 2 hour jam for a 2 km journey from Kea farm to Pasar Malam Brinchang on Saturday night and 1.5 hour from Tanah Rata to Kea Farm on Sunday Morning

Teput wanted to eat durian musang king so much that we bought 2 of them for RM88 (RM22/kg)..the verdict: yummy but a little bitter, the seeds was so small..only by eating 2 piece of it makes me full and bloated..

Shared my 2nd day lunch with Dee @ Al-Ghazali.... i like...

Shared umbrella with Dee to buy Cendawan and sayur goreng @ pasar malam during heavy pouring rain... wet..wet...wet...

In average the weather @ Cameron during our stay was 19 degree Celcius

Took 2 paracetemol for my headache that might be caused by my anxiety...

For the 1st time in my life i rode a car from Cameron to Tapah....Goshhhh.... what a terrible experience....

Almost had a full blown panic attack on the way back near Ulu Bernam-> Bukit Beruntung exit... in Teput & husband' Kia Sorento...actually during that time i felt tired and tried to sleep...but failed because my mind started to think nonsense (which remind me of my previous panic attack in a car trip), the silentness and boringness situation increased my brain activity...luckily i manage to calm down on my own without Xanax by positive thinking (i told my self i am almost at home)...if you want to know , during that episode i felt like wanting to ask the driver to pullover and jumpout from the car because i felt sooo claustrophobic...

Went to eat Mee Gulam before Teput send me home...

Its an enjoyable trip...but somehow i felt numb at times trying to fight my anxieties

Relapse

i think i'm having a relapse....

have had expected this...bcoz supposedly i need to take lexapro for 12 months but i only took it for a month (nov-dec 2009)...

now my anxiety have sky rocketed...my depression have kicked in....my emotion went roller coaster...

the main culprit is the krabi trip.. nervous already breakdown...fear of flying...fear of going out from my comfort zone.....aaarrrggghhhh.....need to make appointment with doc right away...