Siti

Pagi tadi sebelom gi keje....saya dokong cik siti norhaliza saya yg kiut miut gomok dempol...

masa dia dalam pelukan saya...

kami berpandangan antara satu sama lain...mata bertentang mata...eye to eye gitu...

cik siti berkata-kata , persis mahu bercerita dan mengadu ...

tapi malangnya saya kurang memahami apa yg cuba diperkatakan...

'Apa dia ? Siti cakap apa ni kite tak paham la....cer ulang balik'

Daan siti dengan sedaya upayanya cuba mengulang balik storinya....dengan muka simpati kiut dia tu....

Cair kejap saya...tapi demi tuntutan kerja saya terpaksa tinggalkan budak kiut ni buat sementara waqktu....

'Nanti kite sambung stori lagi ek Siti''

'MEOOWWW' kata siti lagi....

Just sharing....

Daphne Iking & Ryan Chong - Tragedi yang Tragis

Pagi ni saya baca berita pasal kes Daphne Iking...

Dok teringat 1-2 tahun lepas di Damansara Specialist Hospital, masa tu saya kat farmasi tengah amek ubat....ternampak la this couple dengan muka berseri-seri sebab baru dapat baby....and i can feel their happiness ....yeps its Daphne and ex-hubby Ryan Chong...during happy days......

But today when i read this article at

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/3/10/nation/8223954&sec=nation

i felt sad for the tragedy ....below are some of the interview made with the ex-hubby..

so kawan-kawan ambil lah iktibar dari cerita ni ye..

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How did you discover that Isobel Daniella Iking is not your daughter?

I found out through reading emails (67 pages) between Daphne and Darren. In some of the emails there were mentions about the identity of the baby’s father. Darren wrote “it is mine”. And Daphne wrote “don’t tell my friends that it might be yours”. So I got suspicious and I took the baby to a pathologist without Daphne’s knowledge and did a DNA test on her.

That is the point when I said “enough is enough”. Before that I saw them (Daphne and Darren) in KLIA coming back from a holiday. Of course they denied it. And knowing Daphne, I said to her: “I will trust you because you are my wife. Even if there was an affair, I would forget about it and let’s move on”.

I thought everything was okay until I found out about the baby. But it took me a long time to decide whether to divorce her.

(At that time) the baby was about nine months old. I told myself I’d rather do it (divorce Daphne) now than regret (not divorcing) when she (Isobel) is 10 years old or 20 years old, knowing fully well that she is not my daughter.

I made a decision that I’m going to break the news and hope the best for Daphne and I can move on. I did not want to regret the decision to stick to the marriage.

How did you feel when you discovered that Isobel was not your kid?

I cried for days after finding out her DNA was not mine. It was tough. I got the results in August 2008 – at the time when we were trying to decide whether we wanted to carry on with the marriage.

At that time, I could not let Daphne know that I knew the child was not mine. And I had to come home every night and look at the child and think: “Do I leave you? Do I not leave you?” It was a very tough two months.

I only sent Daphne a letter (asking for a divorce) in October 2008. Even before I gave her the letter I was worried that she would be upset – that she would do something to herself or the baby.

When I decided to give her the letter, I was glad that Michele (Daphne’s sister) was in our house. I passed the letter and Daphne moved out.

Just sharing....

Kan Cheong la lu mat

Ada sorang fund manager ni,

tak tau la dia ni pe'el jenis apa...

Aku namakan aja pe'el dia ni pe'el yoyoo....

kejap suara turun kejap naik berapa ribu desibel...

dulu-dulu bila aku cakap ngan dia ok ok je la...

mungkin sebab dulu aku budak baru kowt...

chemistry belum tercipta lagi..

dan aku pon tak ada modal sangat nak berborak...

tapi setelah 3 tahun lebih aku kerja sini...

aku dah mula jadi peramah sikit..sikit je laaa dulu kan...

kalau keje dah 6 tahun baru la boleh peramah banyak sikit..

haishh prinsip apa yg ko pakai ni cik zy....huhuuhuuu

ok... berbalik semula pasal stori mengumpat encik fund manager sorang ni.

sejak dua menjak ni aku rasa dia ada sindrom pms laaa...

asek nak marah je..nak tinggikan suara jer...adeh...

bukan salah aku pon sebenarnya...

asal aku nak bagi report kat dia je dia hilang....asal dia hilang je aku nak kasi report kat dia....huhu.....

Fund manager yg lain2 aku selamat kasi...dia sorang je aku asek tertinggal....

Bila dia dapat report yang terlewat sampai tu...

Mulalah dia nak tunjuk garang ngan aku...

Dia siap perli lagi kat aku dengan nada garangnya macam Atok Singa ...

'MARKET NAK TUTUP DAH, TAKYAH LA KASI REPORT TU...'

Caiiittttt......macam la aku takut sangat kan.....tak takut ponn....ngehehehee...

aku yang tak puas ati ni pon jawab la balik....

'DAH ORANG TU ASEK HILANGKAN DIRI JE, CAMANE SAYA NAK KASI...'

Pandai tak saya menjawab ...hehehhehee...pandaikan ...

Pagi-pagi buta arini pon aku kena lagi sejibik....

Seawal pkul 10 pg aku dah turun pass report...

Sampai je kat tempat Encik-Fund-Manager-yang-garang-mengalahkan-singa-tu terus aku kena sound...

'AWAK TAK PAYAH BAGI LA REPORT NI KAT SAYA'

Caitttt...lagi dan lagi....

'TAKNAK TAKPE SAYA DENGAN SUKA HATI NYA BOLEH BUANG JE REPORT NI,'

Wah....dalam hatiku tak sangka aku bakal berkata-kata sedemikian rupe....

Dan rupa-rupanya kata-kataku tak berakhir lagi disitu....

'APSAL GARANG SANGAT NI, PAGI-PAGI BUTA DAH GARANG SEMACAM...POTONG STIM LA ORANG YANG SEMANGAT NAK KEJE...'

dan aku pon berlalu pergi.....

Just sharing....

Saya Ada Personal Tukang Kemas

Hampir setiap hari...

Ofismate saya sorang ni memang rajin...

Bila hampir tiba abis waktu bekerja...

Dia mesti datang singgah tempat saya...

Tanpa disuruh...

Lantas tangannya mengemas-ngemas dan menyusun kembali pen-pen, pensil saya yang bersepah...

Tanpa bersuara walaupun sepatah, hanya tangannya saja yg pantas bekerja mengemas meja saya..

Selalunya, saya tengok je dia buat kerja...malas nak kaco....takut potong stim plak org tu yg tengah semangat nak mengemas...

Saya biasanya tengok dia dgn wajah pelik...

dan kadang2 dgn wajah blurr saya tu (hanya org2 trtentu je tau mcmmana wajah blurr sy tu...huhu)....

Ai, rajin sungguh anak dara sorang ni...ehhh opps dia bukan anak dara laaa,

dia seorang lelaki yg tampak macho, lagi tinggi dari saya ye..

tapi malangnya laki orang...melepas ok....haha....Cik Zy berkenan ke..? OHH TIDAKKKKKKK

YEAAAhhh, itulah ofismate cum teammate saya CHONG CHING CHONG....

Sila refer link ini untuk berkenalan dengan lebih lanjut

http://mymentalhealthblog.blogspot.com/2010/10/sorry-chongcant-help-myself-not-to.html

Just sharing....

Anxious Personality

The headache and backache is killing me....

So i told the doctor yesterday about it and she said it is normal for a person who has anxious personality...

i told her that my mind didn't always think about anything stressful and worrisome these days but why the aches still occurred ?

the doctor said its not your mind fault....it is your body reaction to a stressful event that you've gotten into ,

even if your mind interpreted it as non-stressful situation however your body did...

so my mind and body doesn't interpreted some situation in a synchronize way? YEPSSSS...

hahahaa...

kind of weird haaa.......i'm also confused....

no matter what i'm just go on with it....

I will continue taking Lexapro and Yasmin until doctor ask me to stop...

Ay..ay...Doc....!!

P/s:

And by the way.... i'm not taking Lexapro for depression, because the doc said i'm not depressed, she treated me with Lexapro for my anxiety, therefore the dosage is lower compare to person who took Lexapro to treat their depression....

Just sharing....