Pengalaman bersalin di PPUM - Jun 2020

Alhamdulillah...syukur pada Allah 1 jun 2020 selamat melahirkan di PPUM secara pembedahan czer sebab baby songsang, precious pregnancy (baby ivf & dah 3 kali gugur sebelum ni) , high bp dan ada diabetes.... Almaklum umur dah 40 an ni macam2 la penyakit dah hinggap....

Mula2 masa awal2 checkup doc cakap boleh induce jee masa 37 weeks walaupun ada high bp dan diabetes.......tp bila scan masa 35 weeks baby songsang terus doc tukar plan  jadi czer.....huhu......dan kesudahannya tukar lagi plan jadi emergency czer pada 35 weeks 5 days sebab baby dah kurang gerak dan dah tak berapa membesar sangat dalam perut......banyak sangat kan tukar plan..tapi takpe la kite kena paham bagi doctor yg penting keselamatan ibu dan anak tak kesahlaaa apa cara bersalin sekalipun....

Ok meh kat bawah ni  cerita serba sedikit  time line sepanjang checkup dan bersalin di PPUM

13 weeks : Dr. Adilah ...my doc IVF-FET dah suruh sambung followup dengan hospital yg  ingin bersalin....ku pilih PPUM sebab sedar diri umur dah 41 pastu ada hypertension dengan diabetes yang dikira sebagai high risk pregnancy ...jadi nak selamat pilih hospital goverment atau semi goverment. Booking fee : RM 1000

14 weeks :Klinik mata PPUM....sebabkan ada diabetes kena la check mata juga....RM 15

14-35 weeks : Checkup antenatal dilakukan pada setiap hari Khamis ....manakala checkup dengan Dietician dan pakar Endokrin (sebab masalah diabetes) pada setiap hari Jumaat.... Frekuensi checkup ada yg 3 minggu sekali ada yang 2 minggu sekali.... Setiap kali chekup kena bayar RM 15-20. Bagi kos ubat-ubatan darah tinggi  dan kencing manis termasuklah injection insulin untuk 3 bulan tak melebihi RM100 .

Tempat menunggu klinik mata...ramai orang sebab masa ni belum time covid 19

Time Covid-19 tempat menunggu di klinik antenatal tak ramai orang....sebab husband dah tak dibenarkan teman.

21 weeks : detail fetal scan...untuk check vital organ baby...alhamdulillah semua ok....berat baby pon ok masa ni....kos scan RM20

26 weeks : detail fetal heart scan...untuk scan jantung baby ...alhamdulillah jantung baby ok .... Cuma masa ni kedudukan baby dalam perut melintang.....kos scan RM 20

33 weeks : scan kedudukan  dan pembesaran baby...kepala di bawah sudah tp berat baby underweight....doctor nak closely monitor pembesaran baby... Kos scan RM 20

35 weeks 1 day : followup scan..kedudukan baby songsang pulak dah....dan masih underweight....high blood pressure 160/100....tinggi tu weiii....terus masuk ward on my birthday....huhu..dalam wad doctor nak monitor blood pressure , buat ctg , check paras gula dan injection dexa untuk prepare baby just in case terkeluar awal ..doctor plan katanya 36 weeks 1 day untuk buat pembedahan czer..

35 weeks 5 days : pagi pukul 10 ...tak rasa baby gerak....bgtau doctor.....dan pukul 11 doctor decide emegency czer hari tu juga.... Pukul 6.02 petang lahir my baby boy

Selepas lahir 6 hari kena tahan wad...kena adjust ubat darah tinggi dan monitor paras gula...baby pun ada jaundice...

Baby tengah buat fototerapi sebab kuning....patutnya tak boleh selimutkan baby masa fototerapi...tp maknya kesiankan anak yg kesejukkan terus bg selimut....huhu...tp bila doc and nurse datang cepat2 buang selimut tu...

Total kos untuk czer dan duduk ward 11 hari dalam RM3100....setelah tolak booking fee saya bayar balance RM2100.

Kalau ikutkan bill operation czer tu kosnya dalam RM500 saja... Yang mahalnya kos saya duduk wad 11 hari tu...iaitu 5 hari sebelum beranak...dan 6 hari selepas beranak.....pad maternity pon kena bayar tau.....so u ols kalau nak branak kat PPUM standby la pad sendiri ye.....



Walaupun makanan kat PPUM tak berapa nak sedap...sayur yang dihidangkan tak timun , kobis , tak kobis , timun aja.....huhuhu....mungkin time tu ramai tukang masak cuti raya kot...tak pon sebab covid ?? (cubaan untuk husnuzon di sini..)...

Kelihatan sayur timun masak style apa pun saya tak tau ni....naseb la saya ni spesis tak cerewet makan....memang abes licin walaupun x sedap...

Overall saya puas hati dengan doctor2 di PPUM ....kepakaran mereka saya respek dan kagum..sangat profesional...cuma selepas melahirkan agak stress sebab susu tak ada...jenuh pam, urut..setitik pon tak keluar.....bertambah stress bila nurse2 di PPUM pro breastfeeding suka paksa2 nak breastfeed.....memang jadi psycho kejap la jadinya...huhu



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Perkahwinan Unik - Pengantin turun dari langit

Alhamdulillah selesai sudah majlis kahwin abang iparku.

4 hari aku amek cuti sempena majlis ni. Kengkunun nak jadi menantu yang baik laaa kan......siap sedia berkhidmat untuk menjayakan majlis.....

Tapi....pergh....ramai rupanya askar upahan yang dah bersiap siaga kat Melaka rupa-rupanya...bila tiba segerombolan cik kiah yakni   sepupu-sepupu perempuan beliau yang kahau-kahau kawwkkaww ....
Tenggelam aku terus di lautan sepi..

Lantas aku pun goyang kaki letak jawatan bersamaan dengan mengulau dan curi tulang....hehehehe...

Itu tadi mukadimah je . . Tapi realiti sebenar aku taip entri ni sebab nak cerita tentang pengantin turun dari langit.... sorry ye...terlari tajuk japp....meh kita kejar balik tajuk yang sebenar.....yeahhh ..

Majlis kenduri sebelah perempuan diadakan di  PICC Putrajaya...meriah sangat..aku pun ambik kesempatan makan biadap kali kedua...

Puan Zy...eh...dah jadi puan dah..:-) :-)

Meriah kan...i like sesangat...makanan pun superb  kat PICC ni. Huunntonggkan!!

Oh ye...yang kenangan paling ku tak boleh lupa bila pengantin berarak masuk dewan turun dari langit...

Ini adalah pengangkutan yang digunakan oleh rombongan

Tinggi escalator tu....dari bawah nampak sayup je

Pengantin kat depan sekali, nampak tak? 

Ini foto kredit utk abang ipauku.

                 

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Suratan atau kebetulan ?

Sementara memori masih segar lagi dengan kejadian semalam.....
Baik ku catitkan di blog ni....

Bermula awal tahun 2012 aku ada mengenali seseorang...
Secara kesimpulan saya katakan dia ni seorang yang baik...
Dan kami pun berkawan baik....
Dia selalu menceritakan tentang keretanya...
Betapa sayang nya dia pada keretanya memang tak dapat dinafikan dari tingkah laku dan pertuturannya...

Dia ada cerita padaku ...13 november ...itu tarikh dia akan race di SIC bersama2 8th Generation Civic Club katanya...
aku excited sangat....sebab memang teringin sangat nak tengok kereta kesayangannya berlumba di track....
tapi kita hanya merancang ....

atas beberapa sebab hubungan ku dengan dia terputus...
hati sedih memang tak boleh nak kata apa la....
tapi aku redha ....

Semalam 13 Nov...
Semangatku nak tengok dia berlumba di SIC sangat berkobar-kobar....
alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan urusanku....
walaupun ada sedikit cabaran yang ku hadapi.....

pada mulanya aku plan bersama sepupuku....
tetapi biasalah...janji tinggal janji....dia lena dibuai mimpi di rumah....
tapi perancangan Allah lebih indah...
Tetiba ada kawanku lepak di rumahku...

aku tanya dia ...mahu drivekan aku ke SIC  ? kemudian ambil adikku di LCCT (kebetulan tarikh adikku tiba dari Kuching sama kann....)
Alhamdulillah kawanku setuju......walaupun ku rasa race tu hampir nak tamat....
sebab masa dah pukul 1 pm...
kami gagahkan juga untuk tiba di SIC...

Niatku hanya mahu melihat keretanya meluncur dan berdesup laju di track....
dan kalau boleh aku tak mau dia tahu yang aku ada di situ melihatnya....

sesampainya di SIC....aku cari port untuk kami di tingkat atas ...
ahaaaa......kuasa Tuhan.....dari port kami itu kami dah nampak kelibat dia bersama 2 orang kawannya....
dan tak sampai 5 minit kami di situ...
ku lihat keretanya keluar dari kawasan pit stop...

aku pun terus la ajak kawan ku ke bawah untuk lihat lagi dekat.....
cepat-cepat ku turun ke arah sebelah track......
adrenallin rush dah menjelma.....macam aku pulak nak racing hehehhe....

sementara nak tunggu perlumbaan bermula....
kawanku yang terlebih peramah ni pulak pergi tanya seorang mamat....
tanya beliau kepada mamat tu...ada kawan masuk race ke?
mamat tu jawab ...ya...azry dan azman....
masyallah...!!! tu housemate dia kalau tak salah aku.....
terus ku tarik baju kawan aku tu dari bertanya lebih-lebih....
minah tu bukan boleh percaya sangat.....

dan perlumbaan pun bermula......
dengan sabar ku menunggu kereta dia....
dannnnn......berdesuppppp ....kereta dia lalu depanku....
sangat laju ok......
aku sangat-sangat-sangat teruja.....tak sedar sampai aku terlompat2 bila nampak kereta dia...
heheh....over kan....

dan tetiba ku lihat hujan dah membasahi bumi dari jauh....dan angin mula menolak hujan ke arah kami...
kawanku dah suruh aku masuk ke dalam....
tapi ku kata kejap-kejap sikit lagi.....
dan dalam kesekejapan itu....
kereta dia datang menuju ke arah ku....
huhuuuu....agak malu lalu ku palingkan muka ke belakang dan berlalu pergi.....

aku dan kawan ku meredah hujan untuk ke kereta kami.....
dan menjalankan misi mengambil adikku di lcct dalam keadaan lencun....
tapi malangnya panggilan ku kepada adkku tak dijawab...
aku rasa flight delay sebab hujan....
oleh itu kami pergilah ke Masajid KLIA berehat sebentar.....

Setelah solat dan berehat.....ku call adikku....katanya dah sampai...
kami pon bergerak ke LCCT....
tiba di roundabout depan masjid....
ku bertembung dengan keretanya.....
Subhanallah ....itu saja yg dapat kuucap....

*** Alhamdulillah.....hajat saya tercapai....timing yang sangat sesuai saya datang ke SIC...terus dapat lihat kereta awak berdesssupp atas track.....walaupun saya berada di SIC lebih kurang 30 minit je...apa yg saya hajati tercapai jua.......Saya sangat happpyyyy...!!! walaupun saya tak tahu awak perasan saya ke tak kat situ...tapi tak pelah.....  saya sangat sedih juga sebab mungkin itu kali terakhir saya dapat tengok awak...

***aku terus off kan hp samsung ku lepas kejadian itu.....perlu masa dan waktu untuk proses kegembiraan dan kesedihan ini.....nanti bila dah tenang sikit baru on kan balik handphone samsungku itu.....byk kenangan...

******* SALAM MAAL HIJRAH*************





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To share or not to share ?

Had a nice and fun weekend..!!

On Saturday i went to Extreme PD Buggy Trek with some friends....

Rode ATV, crazy kart, crazy buggy....

Drove 8 laps of go kart...eventho i got the last number in the group hehee...still very happy i did it..

all were my first time....all for only RM 58..got it from mydeal or groupson (i can't remember which)

and there were also some other things so to say as my first time....hehehehe...

just kept it to myself....only to be engraved in my memory... :) :)

After went back from PD i quickly made a short shopping trip with Elfi at The Curve just to buy a Bodyshop Natrulift Essential Kit worth Rm109 for my mother in conj with Mothers Day..

i'm glad she loved it

~My small gift for Mother's Day~

On Sunday attended a 3 hours session makeup class for only Rm50 @ Monz Uptown Damansara...

Thanks to groupson for the offer..

The transition on my face was noticed by this guy at the Starbucks who tried to woo me...haha...!!

pity the guy caused he only attracted with my not natural beauty...huhu

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An Episode @ 13 Floor

I can still remember...when i was a young girl...my aunt and her family rented one unit of condominium (at that time we called it flat) at 19th floor... when we came to visit them, my mom usually won't go upstairs and waited for us in the car... i always find it weird when my mom did that.....Luckily, they only rented the house for about 5 months and then move into a terrace house...

I also wonder during my mom working days (now that she is retired) why she always switched workplace once the department moved to a high rise building even though she loved working in that department....

Now that i'm older and wiser i found the answer of my mom weird behavior....its acrophobia or fear of heights...

Ironically, when i grew i older and after i was diagnosed of having anxiety disorder and panic attack...

i slowly developed acrophobia symptoms as well as claustrophobia and of course aerophobia...

My recent episode was when i'm in Malacca, i stayed at 13 th floor ....usually 13th floor was not a problem to me...

but i don't know somehow i developed panic attack just before i fell asleep....maybe it was due to stress i'm having on that week....yeah stress can trigger phobias and panic attack..... before i started to panic, my mind was racing through memories about my mom's problem with height.... my mind tried to imagine how would that be in her shoes on that time ....i don't know why i'm thinking of these things on that night....may be it was due to my stressed mind or my mental illness ?? huhu...

However, i successfully embrace and accept my panic attack episode without the help of medication....

i followed tips i read at Anxieties.com and it helps a lot......

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Berkelana di Pantai Kelanang

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ten ten ten

10.10.10

its a nice number...

10/10/10

once in a century

10-10-10

an auspicious date..

characterized by success and prosperous some say...

a good day to tie the knot...

a good day for wedding registration...

but i don't think most of us remember

10 October is also World Mental Health Day

i came to realized that a year ago, when i decided to open this blog it was dedicated to help me dealing with my mental status, to find friends who has similar problem and to share my experience struggling with GAD & depression. That's why i named the blog as mymentalhealthblog.

however as time goes by, the content of the blog have focused more about my daily experiences and only occasionally i do write about mymentalhealth. It is not that my illness have totally gone, its just that maybe i felt a bit reserved when i knew that some of the readers are my real life friends and family members. Yesterday when one of my cousin knew about this blog, i felt like i want to make it a private blog.....why i felt that way..? because not everyone actually really understand having the illness....and even some doctors (physician/doctors that i met during relapse episodes because i'm unable to make appointment with psychiatrist immediately ) look at it as the weakness of the individual....but i will try my best to serve this blog as it was intended in the beginning regardless of what other people might think... :)

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I have a dream...

For the first time...After more than one year have passed...

I dreamed about you last night... you smiled at me...no words...

just a beautiful smile.. a protective smile towards us as usual...

your appearance in my dream have extinguished the anguish that has built inside me these few days....

seeing you again, took away the painful feeling of missing you...just for the moment..

it was so real, i can hear my voice calling for you..

i waked up shaking tremendously...

feeling scared... feeling confused...

then, coming to realize...

i noticed that my chest was facing the kiblat...

it was right after subuh azan...

i remember citing zikir before sleeping..

i wear the same clothe the day i knew that i will lose you...

the day is Tuesday ...the day you leave the house...

I smiled...

i am happy...

i've found the answer...

i felt relieved....

subhanAllah, Alhamdulillah, lailahaillallah, Allahu Akbar...

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Penternak Cacing Jaya...

Pernah lah dulu2 satu ketika bila perusahaan kecil-kecilan menternak cacing tengah ‘hot’ kat Malaysia ni, ramai jugak orang-orang yang kukenali pon jadi bidang terjun penternak cacing di rumah masing2 untuk menambahkan pendapatan yg sedia ada. Aku juga tak kecuali, terkena jugak tempias aura semangat mereka-mereka ini…. Tapi bukan aura buat betul-betul cuma aura berniat-niat hangat2 tahi ayam jer…..

Tapi dah namanya hangat-hangat tahi ayam…memang kesudahannya memang menjadi tahi ayam yang kaku beku….begitulah juga niatku nak jadi penternak cacing, kaku beku sekaku beku tahi ayam tadi…

Tapi sejak 2 menjak ni, aku secara tak tersengaja telah menjadi penternak cacing kat dalam bilik air di rumahku…..

Setiap kali aku masuk bilik air, tak sah kalau aku tak jumpa cacing … paling kurang aku rasa 3 ekor…paling banyak 7 ekor...Bermacam2 saiz ada…paling panjang aku jumpa lebih kurang 15 cm…dan paling pendek aku jumpa lebih kurang 1 inci….

Nasib baik la cacing yang diternak olehku ini tak sebesar mana….. kalau nak jual pun memang tak laku la….

Aku yang azalinya memang penggeli cacing masih kebal lagi melihat cacing-cacing yang diternak dalam bilik air ni….

Belom ada rasa geli…Kalau ada rasa geli confirm aku dah tak guna dah bilik air tu….

Setiap kali aku masuk bilik aku akan selalu memantau kedudukan cacing-cacing tu…..

Takut-takut cacing-cacing tu masuk ke kawasan yang tak sepatutnya depa pergi…huhu…

Sambil menjalankan urusan…aku akan periksa kedudukan cacing-cacing setiap 3 minit sekali….

Rasa agak kurang best sekarang ni kalau nak ke bilik air….

Agak-agak korang macam mana nak halau cacing-cacing ni ?

Jangan bagi cadangan suruh kutip & jual sudah la eik…..

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Roadtax berderet

Dah hilang dah roadtax stickers yg berderet kat kembaraku ...

matyea dah tanggalkan kesemua 8 roadtax tahun-tahun lepas dengan thinner... huhu...

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Broga Hills Aftermath

Look at my toenail...almost falling apart...

This is the consequences of not cutting your nail properly before going for hiking,

5 months ago during our trip to Broga Hill, i forgot to cut my toenails which were quite long at that time, i only managed to cut my fingernails..duh..! like i walk using my hands?

It was ok during our journey to the top but it was so painful when going down from the hill as the toenail kept banging in front of my sport shoe...and i kept screaming...ouch! ouch.! adoi ! adoi! adoui! all the way down...

2 days after the trip, my toenail has became blackened and was all black for 5 months ..!! Until the day we went to hot stream in Krabi, something had happened... after we soaked in the hot stream for about an hour i realized that my black toenail has became a little bit of white...and i thought wow.. that hot stream had healing effect on my toenail...and i was happy that finally my toenail is healed.....but not long after that, when i'm back in Malaysia... i felt something falling apart from my feet....its my toenail...!!!

Click below for more info about black toenail

http://walking.about.com/od/blisterfoot/a/blacktoenail.htm

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My Favorite Picture

Ni gambar yg paling saya suka sekali sepanjang bercuti di Cameron...

Terserlah kegelojohanku memborong teh ..berlatar belakangkan kotak2 teh yang berwarna warni ...

Azra pulak macam memberi semangat padaku 'Beli lagi Aunty Zy...Ni sedap ni aunty Zy...' dan saya pun terpengaruh....sampai 4 kotak teh saya borong

Nampak cool je kan muka saya....tapi sebenar-benarnye baru lepas menghapuskan perasaan penyakit risau kronik yg saya hidapi....macamana risau tu boleh hilang ? mungkin sbb terbau bau busuk taik kucing yg Dee pijak tu kot huhuhu....kalo nak tau sebelum kami memulakan perjalanan mendaki ke kedai teh ni...saya dah gayat + cuak + takut giler.....huhuh

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Shogun @ sunway pyramid

5th june 2010... a week after my birthday...after we watched Lagenda Budak Setan @ TGV ...my friend Ruby have kindly gave me a belated birthday treat @ shogun....buffet style japanese, asian & western fusion food....the price was RM69 /pax (on weekends)...

at 2:00 pm....we started slowly and steadily tried our best to achieve our target to taste at least 90 % of the food offered... i started from the food area located in front of dim sum, tempura and teppanyaki station which offered authentic food fusion that i've never tasted before anywhere else .... spinach & cheese spring roll, potato & smoked salmon, baby kuritas, cod fish in different cooking style, creamy chicken, seafood kebabs, yummy long beans, some seafood creamy pastas, fresh fruit juice ..and a very2 soft & tender lamb shank... my stomach already felt full by eating the food we've took on the first & second round...

After that...i went to the sushi & Japanese section.. i only manage to eat only 3-4 Japanese dishes...i liked mochi the most...however the sad part was i'm only able to eat only 1 mochi because my stomach already full by that time...

Me and Ruby tried to make way some room in our stomach for fresh oysters (which is Ruby's fav food) by chit chatting for about 10 minutes before continuing our food journey...Oysters was not really my fav one...but when i saw the way Ruby ate it and as i follow what she tought me how and where's the b est part to enjoy oysters...voila ..! i became oysters lovers too...our last dishes was teppanyaki....so far the nicest teppanyaki i've ever tasted......however we didn't finished it...there's no room anymore :( :(

We finished eating on 4 pm as i need to rushed for another appoinment with Ida to help her on her wedding preparation...from my calculation we've only had tasted abt 50 % from the food offered ...and i have missed shogun's tempura, dim sum & dumplings...

THANK YOU RUBY..!

Cutiku yang tak berapa nak cuti

10 am: pegi bank amek duit...tetibe Apollo Klinik call suruh datang untuk buat medical checkup review....oklah...postpone kejap plan nak pi tukar timing belt dan meter cable kereta kembara ku..

actually dah pi amek urine, ecg & darah 8 May lepas....tp disebabkan susah sgt nak buat appointment dgn Dr Lim which is the only physician kat klinik tu menyebabkan result medical checkup ku dpt lambat dari jangkaan normal....

10:30 am: Pi jumpe Dr Lim kat Apollo Klinik....result medical checkup ok....cuma high cholesterol 6.1....and the x-ray menunjukkan Scoliosis yang ku hidapi makin cenderung ke sebelah kanan badan yg menyebabkan paru2ku agak sempit disebelah kanan.... Dr Lim suggest buat appointment dgn pakar tulang belakang...tp... mampukah aku nak bayar sendirian berhad? baik aku pi jumpe klinik panel ...boleh perabes duit company....

11 am: gi bengkel sebelah Hong Leong...actually smalam dah survey dah bengkel ni...lepas beli timing belt (harga Rm140 , brand: gates, daihatsu 1.3) kat kedai spare part sbelah salon sempat la singgah pegi bengkel ni tanye harga upah tukar timing belt...harga upah rm 180 (bagi aku ok lah tu, sbb pernah survey tempat2 lain ada yg amek rm280, rm210...etc...)...mintak suruh dia ganti meter kabel jugak sebab dah tak tahan bunyi bising kabel yg putus tu...

11:30 am: jalan pegi pasaraya taman tun...penat jugak berjalan dr bengkel ke pasaraya....beli barang yg mak pesan...tengah bershopping apek bengkel tu call tanye nak ganti top cover radiator sbb ada hose yg pecah...aku cakap la taknak sbb dia caj rm220....pastu singgah CIMB nak update buku ASB....tapi rasa tak puas hati dengan baki RM yg dicetak dlm buku tu...mcm ade yg shot je....

12 am : pi balik bengkel ...tengok hose kat top cover radiator yg dikatakan pecah tu...mmg agak dasat gak kondisi hos tu....aku tanye pomen bahaya tak kalo mcm ni ? jawapan yg memang aku agak....mestilah bahaya..!! so aku pon suruh la dia ganti top cover radiator tu ....so harga dah up la jadi RM 400.... pastu pomen tu bgtau plak harga meter kabel RM 85... up lagi jd RM 485....pastu pomen cakap rekomen nak tambah coolant(tak tau la camna nak spell benda alah ni) yg dah habes akibat ada kebocoran hose pecah ...up lagi jadi RM 505....aku ckp kat pomen tu kasi RM 500 je la..... naseb bek pomen tu kata ok....

12:30 pm: pi salon nak buat soft rebonding sesambil tunggu kereta kembara ku kat bengkel...tengok kat salon tu ramai la plak....so aku pi singgah Maybank sat....nak melegakan ketakpuasan hatiku lihat balance dlm ASB aku mcm tak brape btol...tp sebabkan page dlm buku ASB dah penuh...aku kena buat la buku baru utk tengok latest balance...kali ni baru aku puas hati ....hehhee....

1 pm: start buat soft rebonding pakai product Shiseido.....hiiiii tak tahan la bau busuk bende tu..... habes pukul 3:30 pm...melayang RM 309....pakej include: soft rebonding, treatment & cut...

3:30 pm : pi bengkel...tp kete blom siap....so aku pi restoran selero nogori utk late lunch aku....sedap dpt makan ayam kampung masak kalio dan pucuk ubi masak tempoyak & minum tembikai laici....abes sepinggan aku telan.... tp harganya pon sedap...Rm16.40....sumpah lepas ni tak mkn lg kedai tu kalau tengah sengkek....mahal kot.....

4 pm : on the way pi pasaraya taman tun kat sebelah CIMB terserempak ngan satu mamat ni....marah sungguh nampak...siap terjerit2 lagi...."Liza!!! baik u cakap kat mana u skrang...!!! i pegi ofis u tp u tak de kat tempat u....!!!!" pergh aku yg takut dengar suara mamat tu jerit...meremang bulu romaku....agak2 Liza tu awek dia ke bini dia ?....

lupakan drama swasta tadi ....aku teruskan perjalanan ke pasaraya tman tun sbb nak beli barang2 basah pulak......ikan, sotong, kentang, daun kari, konon2 nak masak sotong kicap letak kari balik rumah karang.......

4.30 pm: dari jauh ku lihat kereta kembara hitamku yg dah berusia 8 tahun terdampar di tepi jalan....sudah siap sedia menanti tuannya (sapa lagi aku laaa).....aku check meter...nampak mcm ok sudah....

total RM500 ku melayang

RM180 upah tukar timing belt

RM220 top cover radiator

RM80 meter cable

RM20 coolant..

aku rasa berbaloi sgt sebab bunyi bising kat keteku masa bergerak dah hilang....aku rasa sungguh aman bahagia....lalalallallalal

P/s Total RM2700 bonusku yg dapat bulan ni abes kat kereta je....sebelum ni aku tukar the whole set of air-cond as suggested by Mr Ah Hwa for RM2200...aku tak puas hati sbb bila survey kat internet price aircond compressor 2nd hand brand denso with 2 month warranty cuma Rm400 jer....tp Mr Ah Hwa Lim Tayar taman tun caj RM 800...ridiculous....memang lepas ni kalo nak repair akan ku elak pergi Lim Tayar.....normal service je sudah.....

6.00 pm: Masak sotong & kentang kicap letak kari.....sodapp !!! (sapa lg nak puji diri sendiri)

Shukur Ahmad

Shukor... tak ingat ejaan yg betul macam mana.errr. ekceli it's Shukur... eh!dah jumpe dia kat fb... baru je lg, tak smpai 5 minit cari trus terjumpe...dah send friend request......wat a coincidence..

Masa tengok cete Twillight yg part Bella& Edward dlm lab biologi tu, rase mcm ala2 romantik gitew...dan tetibe2 otakku ligat berfikir....pernah tak aku dpt lab partner opposite sex yg dok berdua2 je .... ting...!! memang ada..!!! nama Shukur muncul dalam ingatanku.... sepanjang berkawan dngannya walaupun hanya sempat setahun.... he's a sweet guy indeed....baik orangnya.. dari pontian Johor tak salah aku....sekampung ngan si capik....

kami jadi lab partner masa waktu Fizik Asasi Sains Hayat... Shukur group D2 ... satu group ngan Ellina...aku plak D1... tapi group D1,D2, D3 akan combine dalam sesi yg melibatkan ujikaji dalam makmal....dan ntah macm mane aku tak tau kami bleh terjadi lab partner.... tak dapat aku bayangkan betapa malangnya nasib Shukur dapat partner yg sungguh pemalas macam aku....most of the time Shukur yg banyak buat kerja, aku tukang tengok je kot...masa blaja kat UM aku memang terkenal dengan pemalas, kaki last minit study dan suke tiru kerja org...haishhhh... tapi skrang aku dah tobat nasuha....buat kerja tip top, bos pon sayang kat aku...!

lagi satu memori yg aku tak bleh lupa pasal Shukur bile aku pegang payung atau aku dipayungkan di dalam hari hujan secara berduan-duaan dgn seseorang lelaki baik kawan mahupun lawan ....dia member lelaki partama yg pernah aku share payung bersama2 ..dah la zaman tu aku ni jenis agak malu orangnya....dan aku rase sungguhlah sangat malu pada waktu itu bile dipayungkan oleh Shukur... hahaha...

dan rafidi plak member lelaki pertama yg aku tumpang motor dia... tu pon kerna terpaksa & dipaksa oleh Ellina....aiks aku ni nk wat statistik lelaki pertama ke atau cete pasal Shukur ? off topic kejap...

lepas habis Asasi kami mmbawa haluan masing...mulai saat itu aku dah tak pernah nampak Shukur dah... aku dengar dia amek medic dan aku amek Computer Science...aku slalu jugak lepak kat Kolej 6 (kolej budak medic) sbb ramai kawan....even aku pernah sewa bilik kat 6th masa semester khas.. dan aku slalu study kat library medic tu....tapi tak pernah pulak nampak kelibat Shukur... ade jugak aku tanye Aishah pasal Shukur.. tp tak berpeluang nak terserempak...

dan baru sebentar tadi.. aku ternampak gambor Shukur di fb....memang lain sungguh...agak berisi dan dah pakai cermin mata....dulu dia kurus tinggi dan tak pakai spek...mungkin pasal muka Shukur agak lain tak seperti zaman Asasi sebabkan aku tak cam dia semasa melepak kat 6th dulu... ? dan aku rase kalo ditakdirkan suatu hari aku pergi klinik dia mesti aku tak kenal mukenye, unless jika dia perkenalkan diri dia dulu & dia ingat muka aku lagilah..

dan aku harap Shukur Ahmad yg aku jumpe dalam fb melalui fb Aishah tu betullah Shukur yg kukenali dulu......kalau tidak....salah orang la jawabnye..huhu..dan aku harap dia terima la permintaan menjadi kawan kat fb tu....walaupun aku rase harapan sungguh tipis untuk dia ingat lagi aku ni sape....sekurang-kurangnye aku dah mencube...:)

Planning Ahead

Only few more days to 2010... and only few more days for the Big B... hehehe....
Yesterday, in the office.... When i feel bored doing my work...i log into internet and started to surf for language classes offered around Taman Tun particularly Mandarin and Arabic....
Wonder why i'm looking for language classes.. and why Mandarin and Arabic ? Because Mandarin is a part of requirement needed for most career offered in Malaysia nowadays, it will be an added value for me if i can speak Mandarin and because i planned to work with my current employer for long term period (because of the Big B offered here is very competitive hehe...) As for Arabic, it's the Quran language and the main language in the Islamic world; as a Muslim i think it is added advantage to know Arabic.......
Well, i just thought learning new languages will make my life more interesting in 2010.. Besides working, shopping & exercising ... learning new languages supposed to be fun and challenging...Don't you think?
Besides language classes, i also thought it will be interesting to attend religious classes at nearby mosque to upgrade my Islamic knowledge in 2010.... i'm getting older and as a Muslim, i definitely need guidance to be a good Muslim. And yessss....These are my target for 2010, to be a better Muslim and to learn a new language.
I saw an advertisement in Masjid Negara website offering Muslimat Classes for 2010-2011 which scheduled every Saturday or Sunday and it perfectly fix with my target requirement... i'm planning to enroll for the class next week and pay RM 400 for the 2 years fee .... Masjid Negara also offered Arabic classes with reasonable fees; however the classes are on weekdays & I can’t attend classes on weekdays, because it would be very hectic to me. There is Mandarin class offered by IIUM Gombak through IFLA programs. The class already started on November 2009 and the next intake will be around March 2010. Starting a class on March next year would be fine for me.....The fee is RM 550 for 40 hours classes including education materials, it’s very reasonable.
Beside Mandarin IFLA IIUM also offer Japanese and French classes… for more info you can go to http://www.iiu.edu.my/ifla

For the Big B plan, it’s time to cut my credit cards and apply for company’s credit card with lower interest…. I’ll definitely use all my Big B to pay for current credit card debts…it’s OK for me as long as the debt is vanished from my life forever….
mmm…. And ohh…I planned to purchase Ikea sofa bed and a pair of comfortable jogging shoe using the company’s credit card…. Hehe…..’gali lubang tutup lubang’…..

Some Kind Of Wonderful

What are the things that make you feel wonderful? Falling in love for the first time perhaps? Or when a very heavy burden have been lifted from your soul, or when you are in a pretty Cinderella dress with your make up on and all people around can’t stop staring on how beautiful you look ? Or when a wish comes true?

What are the things that you think are wonderful? Taj Mahal? A great movie? A flock of pink flamingo? A wonderful landscape of God’s creation?

Well I think everybody have their own definition of wonderful; some may say that falling in love is wonderful but some may say not. However, what I had is a far from wonderful weekend yesterday, which supposedly to be a whole lot of wonderful ones especially after being pampered in a luxurious relaxing spa to de-stress my mind and body. The wonderful moment only lasted in the spa, once I stepped out, my retarded mind will start thinking depressing thoughts.

Have you notice that wonderful feelings only lasted for a while and then you will hit the reality again… same goes with the miserable ones….

I remember one wonderful moment I had with my family during our last trip together with my late father after we stopped by at my friend’s house and heading towards Ipoh. We saw a double rainbow on top of each other, like one big door welcoming us along the highway. It was really breathtaking moment and we felt very happy just looking at the big twin rainbow. I said to my self…subhanAllah… and hope that happiness will brought to us forever…..but only God knows best… A few days later a MRI scan revealed my father had a brain tumor…. and 2 weeks after that he had undergone a surgery to remove the tumor …. Exactly one month later he had been called by Allah to meet Him…Al-Fatihah..
As for me I’ve been hit twice after he’s gone…just hanging there dear me…. And search for another wonderful rainbow to come…. InsyaAllah