ten ten ten

10.10.10

its a nice number...

10/10/10

once in a century

10-10-10

an auspicious date..

characterized by success and prosperous some say...

a good day to tie the knot...

a good day for wedding registration...

but i don't think most of us remember

10 October is also World Mental Health Day

i came to realized that a year ago, when i decided to open this blog it was dedicated to help me dealing with my mental status, to find friends who has similar problem and to share my experience struggling with GAD & depression. That's why i named the blog as mymentalhealthblog.

however as time goes by, the content of the blog have focused more about my daily experiences and only occasionally i do write about mymentalhealth. It is not that my illness have totally gone, its just that maybe i felt a bit reserved when i knew that some of the readers are my real life friends and family members. Yesterday when one of my cousin knew about this blog, i felt like i want to make it a private blog.....why i felt that way..? because not everyone actually really understand having the illness....and even some doctors (physician/doctors that i met during relapse episodes because i'm unable to make appointment with psychiatrist immediately ) look at it as the weakness of the individual....but i will try my best to serve this blog as it was intended in the beginning regardless of what other people might think... :)

Just sharing....

~~ Live From Banting~~

Tengah menggunakan komputer cuzzin ku yang sungguh old skool....rasanye komputer dia ni mau dah berusia 7-9 tahun berdasarkan pemerhatianku dari warna keyboard & monitornya yang sudah kekuning-kuningan.....

tak pe la...demi semangat berblogging....redah saja lah....

takde pe sangat yang nak dicerita....
pagi tadi macam biasa pukul 11:30 pegi kelas mandarin...tapi laoshi datang lambat pulak....
"lushang saiche" katanye.....
mintak kebenaran nak balik cepat arini sebab nak gi kenduri kahwin Raja Khairul Nizam kat Bangi....
dah kawin dah mamat ni......hehehe....semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat.....barang yang lepas usah dikenang ye..

selepas kenduri kawen kami terus shoot pergi Banting .... PakNdak ada wat open house plak....
sesambil tu nak bincang hal tanah pusaka Atok yang tetibe telah 'ter'pindah milik kepada kami setelah arwah takde...
Kami memang berniat nak bagi balik tanah tu kat Atok.....ye la...memang bukan hak kami pon...

Leceh sebenarnya nak uruskan penukaran nama hakmilik barang kepunyaan orang yang dah tiada ni...
Baik kereta, rumah, tanah, duit dalam bank...Kena pergi Amanah Raya untuk dapatkan borang pastu Mahkamah Syariah untuk dapatkan Sijil Faraid...etc...etc....Harta bukannya banyak mana pun...ciput je...

Kereta la yang paling haru....sebab nak renew roadtax tetibe orang tu mintak surat Amanah Raya plak....so kereta tu tak bleh ke mana la sangat... tersadai la gamaknya....

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan....Amin

Just sharing....

Tahukah Anda? Harga minimum setem untuk pos surat

"Akak... saya nak beli setem 30 sen, ada jual tak kat sini....." aku bertanya kat akak pekerja di Star Enterprise....kedai stationary yg terglemer di Taman Tun....

Dari zaman kanak-kanak hingga ke zaman dewasa kedai ni memang sentiasa menjadi kunjunganku ....

"30 sen..? Awak nak pos apa? "

Aikss...pelik sungguh aku dengan soalan akak ni....lagi mau tanya aku nak pos apa......busy body je kan akak ni....

"Saya nak pos surat biasa je kak....Alamat surat tu pun kat kota damansara seberang nun tu je" Aku berkata sambil menunjukkan surat yang ingin aku poskan....dah siap tulis alamat lagi kat sampul tu....cuma tinggal nak tampal setem je.....

"Kalau beli setem 30sen mana sampai dik surat tu......sekarang ni kalau nak pos surat kena pakai setem 60sen......"

"HAH..!!! 60sen !!! mahalnya!!! sejak bila nak pos surat sampai kena beli setem 60sen ni kak ?" serius tergezut dan macam tak percaya je dengan statement akak tu.....

"La... tak tau ke ? Sebelum ni pon orang dah pos surat pakai setem 50sen......setem 30sen tu dah zaman tok kadok dah tu....."

Huh ...terkena aku....nampak sangat dah lama tak pos surat....

"OK lah kak....bagi saya setem 60 sen"

Balik rumah....aku tanya kat adikku....

"Ko tau tak harga setem sekarang nak pos surat berapa sen "

"30 sen" dengan penuh yakin adikku menjawab......

"Hahahaha....ko tau tak harga setem dah naik 60sen "

"Hah !!! Yeke...? Laaa.....padan la.... aku ada pos surat kat sekolah, lepas tu banyak pulak dapat notis dari pos Malaysia yang harga setem tidak mencukupi.....tapi aku buat dunno je.....ingatkan tipu..."

buat pengetahuan anda semua...adikku bekerja sebagai cikgu sekolah rendah....

Kesimpulannya: Bukan saya je yang tak tahu mengenai harga baru setem ni.....ramai lagi rasanya......adakah anda termasuk dalam kelompok yang sama dengan saya dan adik saya ?

Just sharing....

Puan Zy ?

Ahaks....berangan je lebih...sejak bile ade laki ni?

Pelik memang pelik....

Sejak 2 menjak tukar pakai tudung fesyen yang ala-ala rahib ni ...(bak kata orang la tp sebenarnya tak tau ape nama fesyen tudung ni)

Bila pegi pasar ke pegi kedai ke pegi restoran ke..

Selalu bebenor la plak orang panggil puan...ahaks..

mula-mula terasa diri ni tua gile bila orang panggil puan ni...

Dok asik terpikir...Dah ada rupa ala makcik-makcik ke aku ni yg sebabkan depa ni dok panggil aku puan ?

Huh...taknak ngaku makcik walaupun sebenarnya memang dah jadi makcik pon...ahaks...

Anak sedare sepupu sendiri pon tak panggil makcik...ahakss....

saja tak bagi kang rasa tua....mengada-ngadakan je kan....nak prasan muda remaja je..

Lantas bila org dah mula panggil puan ni...slalu la tengok belek muka sendiri kat cermin ....

Sebelum ni memang jarang belek muka pun kat cermin kecuali bila nak pakai moisturizer & foundation ...

Skrang ni asek dok belek sebab nak tengok tahap mane ke'makcikan'ku sekarang ni....

kena selalu pantau...agar tak jadi makcik dengan terlalu cepat...

lagi satu pelik kalo pakai tudung ala-ala selendang plak....takdepun org nak panggil puan....

kalau tak pakai cermin mata..lagilah...siap ade yg tanye belajar kat u mane lagi ade la.....hua.hua.hua.....prasan lagi....

Adakah pemakaian style tudung dapat mengambarkan betapa makcik nye wajah seseorang itu ?

MMmmm tak tau la....

Tapi saya nak nasihatkan diri sendiri.,...

Jangan nak perasan muda remaja lagi yer....huhu...

Just sharing....

something funny...

it's no laughing matter....not intended to make anyone to laugh out loud...

but it is something funny to me..... a kind of weird too...

and the O&G that i saw thought this way too...

she laughed when i told her ...but my psychiatrist didn't laughed at all....

i think many women who takes hormone pills or so called birth control pills having difficulties to maintain their weight because the weight will gain slightly ...

but for me...my weight will reduce about 5kg if i take the pills to regulate my period for more than 3 months...

that's a lot of kgs you know & as easy as that...

no need slimming sanctuary, london weight management, marie france bodyline etc ...etc...just the pills...

but now it has been more than a year that i've stopped taking the pills.... and my weight have gained back to the time before the pills....

haha......and its hard to reduce to 5 kg even i've controlled my eating habits...

when i told this problem to my O&G ...she laughed and make a weird look at me....

she said 'so many people have gained weight by taking these pills but you are losing your weights...?'...she unbelievably asked me back my question to her ....

but when i told my psychiatrist......she instantly identified water retention as the culprit and explained; what i've lost is not fat but water that had retain in my body for so long which caused by my hormone imbalance....

mmmm......now i'm considering taking back the pills......

Just sharing....